Done

Am I really done
or is this just another song
I'm singing unsung
don't want to be bothered
don't want to be inundated
with the problems of life
trying so hard to be free from strife
it keeps finding me
or I keep finding it
either way I'm about to get a knife
no, I said that cause it rhymed
I've been free from suicide for a long long time
I thank God
for his mercy is great
ever lasting
he's so good to me
never late
his blessings always come on time
right when I need them
I can't complain
just take it all with a grain
of salt
I try to stay away from
It's a burn to my wound
don't rub it in
I might die too soon.

Interesting

It's interesting how I see things
It's interesting how I can inherently be
so in to me
Like a summer's day
easy, breezy and not caring about what others think
their meaningless opinions and judgements about things they don't even know
It just goes to show
you gotta do you at all times
even when it doesn't rhyme or make sense
trust the God in you
he always leads the way
to see another day
the light will shine
on and on with time
never stopping till the break of day
and on your marvelous way
to another place, another time
where everything will be just fine
no worries, no off banter candor to throw you off track and out your way
do you
it's the best you can do
all day every day
that's the way
the one and only way
to the King, to the master
He's waiting
He's ready
Are you?

Friendship

Wondering in and out
How I've managed to turn this thing out
without a care in a world
having feelings for no one but myself
so into me
not selfish
but not better than
me
I'm sitting here trying to agree
with this egregious behavior
I can't conceive
to be anything other than me
egregious
though it may be
I'm not here for anyone else
not seeking anything that's not of Christ
just want to be into me
I can
because I've paid the price.