Going With the Flow

In and out in a rhythm
I can't fathom this psychoism
I'm wondering
Is it all worth it
Or am I just doing things
Things that lead to nothing
An endless abyss
of nothingness
What am I to do
Without you
I can't breathe
I can't be
Me
Who I desire
Who I crave
This is endless
There's nothing else to it
If only for a time
You're mine and only mine
There is no one else
I can't let myself think
Beyond the pulse
Beating in a rhythm
A flow
An endless psychoism
This thing of the mind
In time
You will see
As I see
You'll understand
Beyond the vail
Under the endless person
There's a spirit
One that's not to be messed with
There is a spirit
One of Love
All of those things above
You will have wished
If only you kissed
And never cursed
Things would be different
But here they are the same
Here they will always remain.

Soft

I may be soft
You're pushing on my buttons
Now what to do
I may be soft and you're pushing on my buttons
Trying to get a reaction
But
It may not be what you want to hear
My dear
I may say something to upset you
I may smile and be pretentious
All the while preying on your ill intentions
Towards me
What do you think?
I don't see
I see you
You see me
I'm so soft
Go ahead touch it.

Ironic

It's ironic how things turn out
Never thought I'd be in this place
It's ironic
Although I feel peace
The devil's trying to turn me out
I can't stay in harmony
Perfect doesn't exist
Always someone
Trying to lead me astray
I ignore them
Keep my head on straight
Never looking back
I know where I'm going
Headed down the right path
Now it's time for the truth
To rear it's ugly head
I could have chosen you instead
A deep ugly lie
I don't want to die
Through pain and suffering
Simply close my eyes and go to sleep
I won't live it
I won't even try
Tell the devil bye bye
He can't have my life.