Friday, January 28, 2011

Inconceivable

It's inconceivable to think that I'm here with you
So much time has passed
So much time wasted
But, I'm here with you and I'm here to stay
I won't go astray
I won't leave and go away
I'm here with you now
I may have gone off afar
Soaring my wild oats
I'm here with you now
Doesn't it matter
Doesn't it count
I don't want to be out
I want to be here
With you now
Is where I want to be
I don't want to be any where else
Some where else out and about
Seeing what's out there
I don't really care
I'm here with you now
Right now
In this place
Is where I want to be
So full of peace
So full of your grace
Never leave me or forsake
Your undying love
Is what I crave
You're here with me now
I'm here with you now
Now is all we have
The past is over
Tomorrow is never promised
Right now,
I want to kiss you
I want to love all over you
Here with you now
Is where I want to be
I got you
You got me
Perfect
Happy
Easy
Breezy and free.

Monday, January 3, 2011

January 3, 2011

Dear Reader:

Today marked the day of a new beginning.  I feel like I'm going backwards, like I'm in a wind tunnel and it's sucking me back instead of pushing me forward.  Everyone keeps smiling at me and grinning for some odd reason.  I keep checking myself and it's all good.  I don't know what the smiles and grins are for.  I feel like I'm being laughed at.  Oh well, I must be amusing.  I'm no fool, I can assure you.  I know what it is to love someone, who doesn't love you back, but I also know what it is to move on and just do your best, so all this foolishness has got to stop.  At the end of the day it will and I'll have the last laugh, only I won't be laughing, I'll be simpling reveling in my joy and victory.  It gives me no pleasure to think that others are worse off than me.  It saddens me and makes me feel awful inside.  It's also insulting to think that one should be happy with crap just because someone else has more crap or worse crap than you.  It's not a happy thing, so let it go.  Just because something is good in our lives, does that mean we should ignore the problems and the ill feelings aching inside?  No, I don't think so.  It's not good to live in la la land like it's all good and ignore the problems.  It's also not good to harp on the problems, never giving thanks for what is good.  There has to be some type of balance.  Be thankful for the good and do something about the problems to rectify them or make it better.  We can't do one without doing the other.  We must create and maintain balance on this earth.  Until next time, be blessed.

One Love,

Kisha Deniece

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Dear Reader:

The year is still shocking to me, something about 2011.  I can't put my finger on it, but I keep feeling like this is going to be a great year and usually my feelings don't lie to me;)  I know that's right.  I have so many goals that I want to accomplish.  I've written them down and made an action plan for each of them.  I feel organized and I feel like I'm finally heading in the right direction again after being thrown off track for a minute.  Life can do that sometimes.  I'm feeling good on the inside.  I have my relationship with JC in tact and now all I need is for my worship to manifest into the promises that have been placed in my heart.  It's going to be grand and I can't wait.  2011 is my year! and yours.  Get money;)

Sincerely,

Kisha Deniece

Saturday, January 1, 2011

January 1, 2011

Dear Reader:

It's a new year and I'm looking forward to what 2011 has in store.  2010 was marked by a layoff and a valiant attempt by myself to get focused.  The enemy did a great job of keeping me distracted for a little while.  The light is always stronger than the darkness.  If you hold on, it will prevail.  That much I know, so I'm moving on into uncharted land with confidence and a renewed vigor of the mind.  I can't wait.  I'm feeling the flow and the energy is off the chain.  There are great things about to happen.  The universe is calling and I'm ready to answer the call and walk in the purpose that has been predestined for my life.  No more drama, no more stalling, no more fear.  It's all good for 2011.  I'm ready to get it started.  How about you?  Peace and Blessings.

One Love,

Kisha Deniece