Endless

I can't stop
It won't stop
Sometimes I wonder if
I even want it to stop
I'm caught up
And it feels so right
Comforting
Though,
I didn't ask for this plight
There's a price to pay
A life without
That thing that matters a lot
To a lot of people
It matters not to me
I don't have it
Here with me
In my possession
It might as well not exist
In my mind
It ceases
Perish
Without me
You are nothing
The yin to your yang
You are the air I breathe
Together we make money
Together
We're sweet as honey
So happy
So nice
This vibe
Warming up
We need some ice
To cool it down
Call in the clown
The fool
Entertaining is only part of it
A guide
I'll see you soon
On the other side of the moon.

Boredom

We do a lot of stupid stuff out of boredom
Stuff we won't mention
Stuff we need forgiveness for in the morning
Stuff that causes us to loose a friend
Then pretend you never needed them anyway
Moving on is hard to do
Find something in life to add the spice
There's too much going on to be bored
Pick up the reins and take charge
Beging to barge
Into the the things that make you nice
Feeling good and not so cold as ice
Loosen up
Get a grip on what matters
Sweat the small stuff then thow it out
In the trash
Where it belongs
No one's taking that long
Really
To figure it all out
No one really cared from the start
Just nosy over the top
And wanting to drop
Your name out their mouth
Think before you speak
Unkind words mean you're weak
Not strong enough to stand on your own
You've got to put others down
Then claim you're grown
Such childish behavior
How can you endeavor
To claim
You love me
Lies, lies and more lies
You looked me in the eye
And told a lie
You're weak
I'm on a streak
Good bye
I tried
You made me cry
Tough it up
Too bad
It's all over now
And I'm glad;

Patience

Sometimes I think
I am all alone
I feel
Like I'm floating
In an endless abyss
I try to do right
I end up being the spite
Of
All those around me
They look at me with that wandering eye
As if they will get back in time
What did I do to you
To create such an endless unrest
Of undue feelings of injustice
Set upon feelings of vengeance
Set upon an attitude of cruel intentions
I'm sorry
I do apologize if I've offended
However, I have to keep moving
I will not be the brunt of someone's joke
Taken for a ride
On your assembly line
Is it that I'm too assertive
Do you not like how I question
Your so called authority
It does not reign over my life
The Lord is to whom I give my life
Take it or leave it
I'm not going through any more strife
Not for you
Not for anyone else
We get this one life
To live or to die
That is the question
I have to be here
Might as well make the most of it
I'm doing well
Why does that make your nostrils swell?
Check your heart
Check your mind
Then come back to me and be kind
Until then have a good day
Have a good life
I'm closing the door
I don't have to let you in
To control my life
It's mine
I breathe
I win
I continue
To get it in.