Patience

Sometimes I think
I am all alone
I feel
Like I'm floating
In an endless abyss
I try to do right
I end up being the spite
Of
All those around me
They look at me with that wandering eye
As if they will get back in time
What did I do to you
To create such an endless unrest
Of undue feelings of injustice
Set upon feelings of vengeance
Set upon an attitude of cruel intentions
I'm sorry
I do apologize if I've offended
However, I have to keep moving
I will not be the brunt of someone's joke
Taken for a ride
On your assembly line
Is it that I'm too assertive
Do you not like how I question
Your so called authority
It does not reign over my life
The Lord is to whom I give my life
Take it or leave it
I'm not going through any more strife
Not for you
Not for anyone else
We get this one life
To live or to die
That is the question
I have to be here
Might as well make the most of it
I'm doing well
Why does that make your nostrils swell?
Check your heart
Check your mind
Then come back to me and be kind
Until then have a good day
Have a good life
I'm closing the door
I don't have to let you in
To control my life
It's mine
I breathe
I win
I continue
To get it in.