Dear Reader:
Today marked the day of a new beginning. I feel like I'm going backwards, like I'm in a wind tunnel and it's sucking me back instead of pushing me forward. Everyone keeps smiling at me and grinning for some odd reason. I keep checking myself and it's all good. I don't know what the smiles and grins are for. I feel like I'm being laughed at. Oh well, I must be amusing. I'm no fool, I can assure you. I know what it is to love someone, who doesn't love you back, but I also know what it is to move on and just do your best, so all this foolishness has got to stop. At the end of the day it will and I'll have the last laugh, only I won't be laughing, I'll be simpling reveling in my joy and victory. It gives me no pleasure to think that others are worse off than me. It saddens me and makes me feel awful inside. It's also insulting to think that one should be happy with crap just because someone else has more crap or worse crap than you. It's not a happy thing, so let it go. Just because something is good in our lives, does that mean we should ignore the problems and the ill feelings aching inside? No, I don't think so. It's not good to live in la la land like it's all good and ignore the problems. It's also not good to harp on the problems, never giving thanks for what is good. There has to be some type of balance. Be thankful for the good and do something about the problems to rectify them or make it better. We can't do one without doing the other. We must create and maintain balance on this earth. Until next time, be blessed.
One Love,
Kisha Deniece
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