Motherhood

I'm a new mommy and I have to say, I'm loving it. My son fulfills me in so many ways. I never imagined that one person would evoke so much love from within my soul. When I look at him deeply into his eyes and he smiles back at me, I feel like the world is at my finger tips. Being a new mom has its challenges. Changing diapers and being up at 2 o'clock in the morning to feed, soothe and rock back to sleep can be draining. The crying and fussing at times is off the chain. I've learned to keep him happy and to keep the noise level at a minimum;) For some reason, as a woman, you just do it and you go to work and you go on with your regular life just as fabulously as ever because you're a woman and you're wired to do it.

I love being a woman and I love all that it entails. I love having a son and showing him how he should be treated. My little one is only 8 going on 9 months and I feel as if I have so much to look forward to. It's wonderful to see him bond with his father. That's one thing I feel like I missed when I was growing up. I never had a strong bond with my father and I want that very much for my son. His father is doing an excellent job with him so far. We both love our son very much. I can't wait for life to happen with him in it. I look forward to being a family and doing all the things that families do together, lovingly and kindly with minimal drama. We go to church and try to keep the lines of communication open at all times. That's the only way we can grow together. Life is not without it's challenges, but if God is at the forefront then nothing can bring you down, it can only serve as a tool for growth.

Motherhood is something that I feel the Lord has been kind enough to let me experience in this lifetime and I don't take it lightly and I don't take it for granted. My son is my pride and joy. I want to be a good mother to him and I do everthing I can to be just that. Until next time, be blessed.

Love,

KM