I have not made it off the block. I have not made it to the promised land. Life is a journey. Just when I think I have one problem solved, another problem arises. If it's not one thing, it's another. Even when you have Jesus leading and guiding you, problems still arise. You're just better at dealing with them. I wish problems would just leave me alone. I'm tired of dealing with problems. I'm tired of dealing with adversity. I just want my life to be smooth, free and void from adversity. I guess that's not realistic. One thing I've learned is that there will always be someone doing better than you and someone else who is worse off, but who are we to say really? Who are we to judge who is better and who is worse? It's just a matter of our personal preference in a lot of cases. Who creates these standards? The bible is a good reference to start. I know reading it has enhanced my life and I plan to continue over and over until the word sinks in and becomes embedded in my soul. A lot of it already has, but I still have a long way to go. My heart is good, but my soul is weak. It wants to move and do what it wants to do, be easy, breezy and free. I let it in most cases and maybe that's my problem - lack of self control. Ahh fewie. I just want to be me, I just want to be free. I can't fit into this mold that others have defined for me based on some preconceived notion that doesn't take into account my history, background or even what I know for that matter. I'm free from what people think of me. The only one that matters is my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He is the only one who thinks of me and I'm cool with that. Everyone else can have their opinion, but I don't have to worship them or allow them to rule my life. I know that's right. One love people. Be blessed.
Love Always,
Kisha Deniece
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