You ever notice how someone can take what you say and totally construe it's meaning. Then you wonder if other people get it or if this person has totally made you look like a fool. Well, it is what it is. I always say no foolishness and B-A ness. I can't take either one for myself, so I'm moving on from that today and on to something else bigger and better. I'm truly hoping my life gets better soon. I feel a lot of promises creeping up in my soul and I've been envisioning a better tomorrow. Right now this transition I'm in seems frightening. It is what it is though. It's not like I've never been in this place before, scared of the unknown. Sooner or later, the truth reveals itself. This time I believe it will be something deep and grounded in my purpose. I'm not just going to go into any job to work. This time it's going to have deep and profound meaning. A meaning that was not present in any of my other jobs. I just have to keep pressing towards the mark and keep my spiritual woman in tact. She's thriving these days. I just want for what's on the inside of me, this joy unspeakable, to manifest into something tangible. Not that my life is not already filled with blessings, I just have something more in mind. I know that I'm destined for greatness. "You're never going to be anything. You're never going to amount to anything. You're just going to get pregnant and never go to college and blah blah blah..." I know those words all too well. I did go to college and I did graduate. I feel like I always have something to prove. Even though I know the truth of my being for myself. There's always someone questioning and doubting what's really on the inside. I'm going to let all of that go. Life is too short to let the devil get you down. Peace and blessings and always keep your head up.
Love Always,
Kisha Deniece
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