I am up to my head in disgust. Sometimes, you don't want the truth to be true. You want someone to argue with you and prove you wrong so that it doesn't hurt so much, but when someone confirms it and throws their hands in the air, like oh well, now you know, no need to put on this front like a fool trying to pretend any more. It kind of feels good because you know the charade is over, but then it's a scary feeling because you just don't know what to do. I need some one's advice and their insight, the truth about what they see, not some sugar coated candy explanation designed not to make me feel bad. That's real nice and sweet and all, but it's not good for my growth and prosperity in this world. I'm going to make it. This much I know. My situation is not that bad compared to others and I know that God would never place anything in front of me that I could not handle. He sent me his only begotten son to get me through life and I'm not going to take that for granted. I'm appreciative and I'm thankful. That much I know and that much, I can stand on. Until next time, be strong.
One love,
Kisha Deniece
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