Anticipation

Waiting for something or nothing
Sitting around thinking about
What could have been
Should have been
Without you
I am nothing
A perfect 10
Washed a shore
It is no more
A total bore
Lifeless
Without breath
The air I breath is stifled
A vacuum
Filled with a suction
Venomous
Waiting to take my life
The anticipation is killing me
I can't take it any more
The pills, the knife
Which one will lead me quickest to the shore
The lonely place where I will exist no more
God is here
He is in this place
Open you heart
He's waiting to adore
The lovely vision that is you
Enjoy life
Someone loves you
Thinks you are the world
That someone is you
What are you going to do
Don't leave yourself waiting
Open your heart
You knew from the start
Now it's said
It's done
No more fast and heavy
On the run
Slow your pace
Walk hand and hand
Your man
Your woman
That someone is your God
Worship him
Worship her
Adore
All that the world has in store
To give up too soon
You'll miss the perfect moon
Full and in tune
With your name inscripted across it's heart
So perfect
So wondrous
You knew everything from the start.