When the Love is gone

When the love is gone and you're just co-existing
In the same house and no ignition
Nothing's on
There's no spark
He asks if you want to stay parked or move
You just give him this blank stare
Because inside you haven't been happy in a long time
And the void that will be created on top of being unhappy is too much to bare
So
You just give a blank stare
Refusing to acklowlege
Refusing to deal with the situation
Hoping it will fix itself
He'll make the decision
Your hands will be clean
Eyes fixed in a Blank stare
He's still there
You're still lonely
He's still waiting
For an answer
You tell him to leave
Over and over in your head
You scream Leave, but,
He's still there
All you can give is a blank stare
Start the ignition
Move
You stay parked
Hoping for a spark
One more day turns into weeks turns into years
In your grave never really having lived life
Never having allowed yourself to experience the true love you deserve
Constantly going through strife
Turning over left and right
It ends right now
Tonight
Coming up out of fright
Blank stare
We'll talk about it tomorrow
You want to stall
You have things to do
No time for this interruption
Blank stare
He's still waiting for an answer
Frustrated
He gets up to leave
You find yourself busy doing something else
You try to empty your mind of thoughts
Deal with it tomorrow you tell yourself
Tomorrow is a new day full of new possiblities
Staring blank into an epiphony
What if tomorrow never comes?
Blank stare into the rising sun.