Uncertainty

I've been feeling a little blue lately
Wondering what's the point
I stay positive
Keep it moving
Only to be slighted
Not even the simplest look
Tossed aside
Moving on to the next
What did I do that was so wrong?
How did I end up here?
No one wants to answer my questions
I'm deemed a trouble maker
Someone who won't go along with the status quo
You know you're wrong
I'm not allowed to say
No I won't play
You're stupid game
It's all just a test
My character at it's best
I can keep to myself
I don't have to tell all
This is not a book
I can't stand to look
Into the eyes of evil
I may get drawn in
The past has its arms around my neck
Threatening to choke the life out of me
If I don't give in
To what exactly
Failure?
Never that
I was made to win.